anchor me
by Josephine Frances K.
my great grandma's kitchen floor was covered in knives
if you drop them it's bad luck to pick them up yourself
you gotta get yourself up off the butcher's floor
my grandpa said my biological clock should've already started ticking
i gather outdoorsy facts on a downwind
like how to snare winter rabbits with loving enthusiasm, thank you rabbits for your lives
how to set up an offshore pirate radio station
i’ll broadcast shortwave number lists that don’t mean anything
keep the boat moving so they can’t triangulate the signal
wildflowers twine on seaside backbones
i’ve been accused of being a cold fish
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i heard of this jellyheaded person who lives on a rusting sailboat
i’ve stolen visions of travel to Secretary Island, Resolution Island
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i could alight alone on snowy peninsulas
if i never learn how to cauterise these senses to gain sense
if it's an institution then not only is it useless to me
they cannot use me back
i’ll lift friends and loves onto the backs of seahorses
or they’ll get sanitised in foaming surf rock
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no ugly birds of paradise or sudden angry brainedness in the rain
sweet aimless life, never thought i could see you through
goodbye symbolic no.25 letterboxes, inexplicable lemons in gutters
i won’t point them out in a frenzy or cry on my birthday anymore
i'm too dehydrated to invest in plans
don’t know what to say when asked if i’ll have children
chimerical body events dissolve along with the tidepools
no fearful sound of the bath draining, no sympathetic overstatements, no distress
the boat tilts carefree at a 45° angle
won’t capsize as long as i live, i have a fish finder all rigged up
a 100km line reels in a single bream
i can get there without escalators or elevators
millions of songs with 0 streams don't play in elevators
did you know you can buy a house for $1 on Trademe
all you need to do is carry the house away yourself
double yolk egg on a tearful day means we’ll never break our promises
my stomach holds two glass floats in webs, a Southerly change rolls through us
i bury my face in a soft fur coat
really, i can stay ashore after all
i just stare at a scuffed wall for five hours then i'm there
Josephine Frances K. was born in Auckland, and has spent time in Melbourne and Wellington making perfume and writing poetry. Her work has appeared in Turbine|Kapohau and Starling. She has no drivers license or university degree, and hopes to change this soon.